03-05 - Bah. Kablooey.

Ouch...That Hurts (*note sarcasm*)

Came across a diary entry tonite that was about me. Written by an ex friend who I've lost complete trust and respect for recently because of THIS, FOR ONE THING. It's funny how there always seems to be two sides to every story, but in this case, HERS is SO twisted and misconstrued from the original problem it's not even funny. It's crazy how people can start to believe their own story if they repeat it to themselves enough.

Original problem: She tells people things I have told her in confidence.
Problem from her view? I confront her and somehow it ends up that we (are apparently) fighting about my lack of emotions. I don't get it. I am emotionless, YET I AM NOT UPSET OVER THIS?? Do we not see the problem here?? Dang.

It makes HER happy that I apologized? All I apologized for was how rude I was to her. It's not really my style, but I was upset. I did NOT apologize for being so "emotionless". It is HER should should be apologizing for disrespecting me by breaking my trust but she's made it clear she was not in the wrong. So case closed. Apparently.

And I've had enough. It is I who gives up. I am done arguing. Fighting. Having to try to get my point across. I throw in the gloves.

PS I don't know why, but I just typed in her d-land address tonite for some reason. I had no idea that she even had updated it since I helped her create it over the holidays.

PPS I am tired and dragging this out, but I don't care. :P