Rely On Nobody

After a visit to a nursing home today to visit a relative, I was revisited with the notion that I DO NOT EVER WANT TO RELY ON ANYONE to help me live like those elderly people do. The day that I need someone to help me go to the bathroom, get dressed, wash my face...that will be the day that I end it all. I have said this before, but I really do hope that they legalize active euthanasia (physician assisted suicide). To need all that help, to sit there and not be able to do anything all day, to not hardly be able to swallow my food, that is not living.

I HATE nursing homes.

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